Asmita Bhandari /
The moment when I remember it really freakle me out.
It really piss me off.
I was prospecting to go nearer to her but I was aghast of being infectious too.
My body just split into multiple crystals. .The brain says”Don’t go, stop attempting your life in trouble”.
In another way,the heart says “Go,she is your sweetheart”.
She is just like an analgesic in your hard times.The one who is fond of you and care for you .The most beautiful part is that you enjoyed her troop and she too completely lost over you.
But some factors is hindering me from backside,yelling hardly not to do this.
She was just helpless lying in bed staring only on the celling, she looked alike” she is thirsty for someone to listen her ..Her unexpressed inner beneath feelings.”
I was compelled to restrict myself from her. My parents were also not allowing me to meet my love. My inner urge was aching and blazing badly. I was longing for a nearby with her. I was hardly holding for that dreadful days to pass.
I felt like those days were being more longer compared to prior days. Finally,the day came when she became quite good.when I heard this news,I felt much happy. I was eagerly seeking for a chance to see her. Before this,I only could hear her voice. The distance wasn’t far but the condition made it. I asked my mummy for the permission, Then she replied”Go but see her as far as possible from you.”she is not totally fit till now. Stay alert !!!
After responding okay.I went to look after her.
My eyes got watery after seeing her. My eyes was longingly waiting for her one look her wrinkled face, her small Mongolian eyes, her blessiful smile which always gives me strength to cope with the difficulties in life. Thulmummy was also there with me. we were sitting like being close but far from each other and talking with her. Amidst the talk,I realised that she was totally unknown about her condition. she hadn’t known that she was infected as positive too. She was convinced that she had only got tested. The results were still on pending. We talked for a while. Then,we left from thereafter I memorise our funny moments being together. Abruptly,a small drop from my eyes fall down. Then ,I took a deep breathe and pray for her and other sufferers too.
After some days,I heard that she had breathing problems at night. She felt innerly suffocated getting rigor to breathe. By that, her condition was getting crumble. As day by day, te outbreak situation was becoming more sensitive and ghastly too. Several lives were degrading day after day. That news was badly stressing her mental health. She was totally stressed one. Due to that isolation, she was being encircling with despondence and fearsome battling with that illness and growing up the desire to live was getting a big challenge for her. She was losing her desire to live. Most of the time,she was saying that I won’t survive. Her wish was to be with her entire family. She was longing an desire to see her entire family. After someday her whole family was there as per her demand. They started taking proper care and attention to her. To avoid her loneliness, they encircled around her most time. She was recovering slowly getting her family affection. Again,Her inner desire to live starts to grow up with new hope and strength. Seeing that ,I am feeling blissful. My desire to be nearer with her and old days cracking funny memes was revolving around my brain.
Finally,She was better than before.Thank God!she was with me. My granny able to win over that cruel virus. I went with her,talked with her,giggled her,hugged her. Thank you God.
“you are an analgesic to my sufferings.” 
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The moment when I remember it really freakle me out.
It really piss me off.
I was prospecting to go nearer to her but I was aghast of being infectious too.
My body just split into multiple crystals. .The brain says”Don’t go, stop attempting your life in trouble”.
In another way,the heart says “Go,she is your sweetheart”.
She is just like an analgesic in your hard times.The one who is fond of you and care for you .The most beautiful part is that you enjoyed her troop and she too completely lost over you.
But some factors is hindering me from backside,yelling hardly not to do this.
She was just helpless lying in bed staring only on the celling, she looked alike” she is thirsty for someone to listen her ..Her unexpressed inner beneath feelings.”
I was compelled to restrict myself from her. My parents were also not allowing me to meet my love. My inner urge was aching and blazing badly. I was longing for a nearby with her. I was hardly holding for that dreadful days to pass.
I felt like those days were being more longer compared to prior days. Finally,the day came when she became quite good.when I heard this news,I felt much happy. I was eagerly seeking for a chance to see her. Before this,I only could hear her voice. The distance wasn’t far but the condition made it. I asked my mummy for the permission, Then she replied”Go but see her as far as possible from you.”she is not totally fit till now. Stay alert !!!
After responding okay.I went to look after her.
My eyes got watery after seeing her. My eyes was longingly waiting for her one look her wrinkled face, her small Mongolian eyes, her blessiful smile which always gives me strength to cope with the difficulties in life. Thulmummy was also there with me. we were sitting like being close but far from each other and talking with her. Amidst the talk,I realised that she was totally unknown about her condition. she hadn’t known that she was infected as positive too. She was convinced that she had only got tested. The results were still on pending. We talked for a while. Then,we left from thereafter I memorise our funny moments being together. Abruptly,a small drop from my eyes fall down. Then ,I took a deep breathe and pray for her and other sufferers too.
After some days,I heard that she had breathing problems at night. She felt innerly suffocated getting rigor to breathe. By that, her condition was getting crumble. As day by day, te outbreak situation was becoming more sensitive and ghastly too. Several lives were degrading day after day. That news was badly stressing her mental health. She was totally stressed one. Due to that isolation, she was being encircling with despondence and fearsome battling with that illness and growing up the desire to live was getting a big challenge for her. She was losing her desire to live. Most of the time,she was saying that I won’t survive. Her wish was to be with her entire family. She was longing an desire to see her entire family. After someday her whole family was there as per her demand. They started taking proper care and attention to her. To avoid her loneliness, they encircled around her most time. She was recovering slowly getting her family affection. Again,Her inner desire to live starts to grow up with new hope and strength. Seeing that ,I am feeling blissful. My desire to be nearer with her and old days cracking funny memes was revolving around my brain.
Finally,She was better than before.Thank God!she was with me. My granny able to win over that cruel virus. I went with her,talked with her,giggled her,hugged her. Thank you God.
“you are an analgesic to my sufferings.”